smoothie + girl

 

favourite smoothie - soy milk, banana, raspberries, yoghurt, honey
favorite necklace
favourite tee

apartment story

 a few snippets of my apartment

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i wore high high heels and short short skirts

pics: ceci magazine, korea, via iliketoforkmyself (daul kim's blog)


i wore high high heels and short short skirts
to hide my depression and weakness
tried to hide my loneliness by hornyness
tried to deny how predictable my patterns are
made a new daddy friend
rode horse
i just wanted someone to keep me warm


excerpt from daul kim's blog

mismatched.

sometimes i think i'm mismatched. like i've come out all wrong.
i'm an 'asian' who doesn't feel 'asian' 
who's grown up in australia, but lives in stockholm 
with her swedish boyfriend
a girl who's untidy and can't cook
who has expensive taste in clothes but not the bank account to match
an artist who doesn't create
so many aspirations but impossible to please


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currently...

ph: unknown source
consuming a breakfast of banana+rasberries+yogurt+soy smoothie, and a bowl of cold, home-made potato wedges.
listening to The Naked and Famous
wearing my boyfriend's maroon, wool sweater from whyred.
putting off getting in the shower and learning more swedish
longing for the wardrobe to be finished, so i can finally have my painting corner back in the living room
wondering about my future

norwegian wood

the grief over a death of someone you loved
can never be healed
we can only live with the sorrow
and learn something out of it
to love someone deeply
to live strongly




i get chills just watching this

doubt

study tunes.